Looking back

so now that I have a two month old, he's no longer a newborn. this makes me very sad. I cried when he was just a week old, saying he wasn't newborn anymore. He is so big now.

We are trying to get him to sleep in his own bed a couple hours a night. Since we moved and went on trips so soon after he was born, he got used to sleeping in his carseat or in the nook of my arm in our bed. He has a hard time with so much openness in the crib. His arms flail around while he's dreaming and he gets upset.
Anyways, when I got him to sleep and laid him alone in his crib and got into our bed without him, I felt heartbroken. I don't want him to be a big boy so soon! luckily he only stays in there alone for an hour before he realizes where he is, And where I am not.

these pictures are precious to me. He was so small. kalob had to leave us the week Lincoln was born for four days. It was miserable but we got through it. These are pictures I sent him while he was away.